Photographer - Glen Erler
1) Age 13-18
Words from the artist;
''This project, even though it is still ongoing, is the merging of several previous chapters and the result of several years work on this subject. I wasn't quite sure what exactly it was going to be in the beginning and chose to let it find its own feet. However, I didn't set out to make autobiographical images relating to my past and chose to cast females in most cases thus far. I found that many things changed for me starting at this age. My parents decided to split up which lead to a change of schools. Physical changes, psychological changes and a craving for independence all seem to stay with us and shape us into who we are as adults. How we dealt with the issues at hand, who we were surrounded by and how we were lead all contribute to us as individuals. I feel these images are not only portraits of this age group and their surroundings but also an exploration of the emotional solitude we all seemed to have felt at this age.''
2) A way back
Words from the artist;
When I was back in Valley Center recently taking these photographs, it dawned on me that the truth holds firm with life repeating itself. When I was ten or so, a friend and I would wonder around his family's property looking for a place to camp out that night, or on a hot day, search for shade. That friend still lives on that property and ended up married to my cousin. My other cousin, her brother, lives just a few miles away. These images are of their children and a friend of which they've grown up with.
I spent the same period of my life wondering around this same area where life seems a bit slower but that doesn't stop the desire for change. When you're living it and know nothing else, you spend your days dreaming of ways to get out. I made it out some time ago and now spend my days dreaming of ways to get back.
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Why does Erler feel like this? Was his time there a 'waste' and not fulfilled to the maximum - so that he does not need to feel like he needs to go back. I feel as if this links to youth and how some of us may feel we didn't live our time in our youth as we wanted to and therefore it all seems like a waste. If only we could go back in time and live our life then to best way possible.